pissed off

My physics test got over today, and it left me feeling slightly disillusioned. Fine, maybe a bit more than that. I ended up skipping two 2-mark questions because I didn’t have the goddamn time I needed to come up with suitable answers. If I wanted to, I could have spared more time to think, but even in the unlikely event that I stumbled across the right answer, I’d have compromised the time needed for other questions—other questions to which I knew the answers. At any rate, I skipped those questions without a second thought because I knew time was running out. Turns out that I did the right thing, because I barely finished the test in time. Apart from that, I’d say I did reasonably well. Of course, the physics teacher had to show up there in the morning to ostensibly give us some tips, so that ruined my mood somewhat: I don’t get paid for putting up with a face like his, you know. And all of a sudden I feel like Yumichika.

So I switched to reading the manga, since the anime ran out of episodes. I’m almost done with the manga: I’m on Chapter 341, and as far as onemanga’s concerned, there are 7 more left. Chapter 336 was kinda sad, because Rangiku had to get half her body plucked off by that ugly giant Allon or whatever. I like Rangiku. She doesn’t complain that her captain’s half her height and quarter her age. For some reason I like the Rangiku X Gin pairing. Forgive me for jumping from one topic to another like I’m on a pogo stick or something, but whatever. Anyway, I watched that Bleach movie I downloaded (Memories of Nobody), and I even watched the second Bleach movie (The DiamondDust Rebellion) with English subs on YouTube. In the latter movie, Rangiku and the rest of the 10th Squad are under house arrest, and Rangiku is in this really melancholy mood and all because her Captain ran away and the Head Captain suspects him of treason, and Renji and Rukia are with her, and then she (Rangiku) says, “Why do people always disappear without telling me?” And Renji’s like, “He’s not Ichimaru.” So yeah, it’s fairly clear that Rangiku is capable of emotions deeper than that juvenile exhilaration she exudes whenever she’s around her captain. That little scene in the movie is enough to motivate me to write a Rangiku X Gin angsty fic. So far so good, except that my expertise in writing angst fics borders nonexistent. One of these day I’ll come up with something worth my time, I’m sure. I’m hopeful.

Let’s see... apart from that my life’s been pretty dull and monotonous. Then again, one can’t help but become vapid when they’re only in the middle of a one-month-long exam thing. This so pisses me off.